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Dandelion...
The Extraordinary Life of a Misfit
by
Sheelagh Mawe, Published by Totally Unique
Thoughts
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ISBN 0-9642168-0-9, $10.95!
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PROLOGUE
"The
Spanish Armada, built high like towers and
castles, rallied into the form of a crescent
whose horns were at least seven miles distant,
coming slowly on, and though under full sail,
yet as the winds labored and the ocean sighed
under the burden of it..."
William
Camden
1551 - 1623
Everyone
who knows the story of that doomed Armada, knows
that what fearful storms began, Francis Drake, with
his brilliant mind and swift ships, finished. Only a
handful of the great galleons survived, mastless,
riddled with shot, to limp northward off the coast
of Scotland and the west coast of Ireland. Fewer
still returned to Spain.
The
"Black Irish" they call the descendants of
those few Spaniards who, against all odds, survived
to drag themselves ashore in Ireland.
The
"Wild Red Devil" they called the Arab
stallion - never having seen his like before - that
appeared in their land at that same time in history.
At
dawn they saw him here, at dusk there, fading in and
out of the mists of that misty Isle with only the
thunder of his swift receding hooves and the prints
he left behind to show they had not dreamed what
they saw. And he became a legend again as he had
been before, in Spain. A legend in a land of
legends.
He
was a creature of unbelievable beauty this horse,
the gift of a tribesman to a Sultan to a King.
On
the day the Armada set sail from Spain, the crowds
gathered to wish their ships Godspeed fell silent
when, to the fanfare of trumpets, the great Arabian
horse was led before them. Then, when it was learned
that it was he, Almustaq, who would carry the flag
bearer of Spain onto English soil and lead the
invading army to victory over the Protestant queen,
wild cheering broke out.
Some
who saw him that day said it was the sun, turning
his rich chestnut coat to flame and playing on the
thick ropes of muscle flowing beneath like liquid
power, that gave him his aura of unearthly
brilliance.
Others
said, no, it was the small perfect head with the
wide-spaced eyes and the narrow muzzle that made him
unique. That and his carriage. The arch of his neck.
The sweep and furl of mane and tail. The elegant
walk that turned to a sideways dance on legs as fine
and clean and sculptured as a dancer’s. As if,
they said, the horse himself knew of his mission and
was proud to be the chosen one.
Whatever
it was, none who saw him that day ever forgot him.
Four
weeks the horse was to live, imprisoned in a space
scarcely larger than himself, in the stinking,
airless, rat-infested hold of one of the galleons
before it broke apart beneath him.
Twenty-eight
terrible days they were of heaving seas and total
darkness and roaring cannons and shouting, dying
men. Days of sickness and hunger and thirst and
pain. Days of fear and outrage and humiliation. At
the end of them, the common horses and mules
surrounding Almustaq were dead and he, his life
flickering at every breath, nearly so.
But
by then he was past hearing the sounds of battle and
death, was no longer terrorized by the smell of
burning and smoke that seeped down to his quarters.
Drifting in and out of consciousness, he thought
himself free again, racing unfettered across the hot
sands of his desert birthplace, glorying in his
youth and the inexhaustible strength of his limbs.
So
he dreamed until there came a new sound above the
shriek of the wind and the shouts of the crew. A
terrifying sound that wrenched him back to
consciousness, the hair of his hide on end with
fear. A rumbling, moaning roar it was that grew in
momentum, even as he listened, until it became a
scream, and then the ship beneath him shuddered and
broke apart, the seas moved in, and the scream was
silenced.
Like
a wild thing Almustaq fought that new terror: the
thundering torrent of frigid water that engulfed
him, filling his eyes and mouth and nostrils with
its stinging salt. And yet, as he struggled, it came
to him that he was buoyant, that the partitions that
had imprisoned him for so long were gone. He knew
too that the terrible pain in his eyes was not from
salt alone, but from light as well. And he
understood that the churning waters were not the
enemy he had thought, but a friend.
A
friend whose strength, if not opposed, would carry
him away from the tomb he had lived in and set him
free. So he stopped his fight, harbored his
strength, and let himself become one with it. He let
the towering cliffs of water take him as they
willed, knowing they would ultimately carry him free
of the jagged, splintered wood, the snarl of rope
and sail, the lifeless corpses of man and beast that
choked and moved with the seas around him.
His
instinct was correct for in time the shriek of the
wind lessened and the seas calmed themselves. With
still more time, a full moon climbed the sky and he
was alone on a calm sea.
All
that night the great horse swam, knowing
instinctively the direction of the land, perhaps
smelling it, and when he grew tired, he rested,
allowing the water to support him.
Daylight
came slowly, softly, and his eyes adjusted with it
and there was no more pain. The sun, appearing only
at intervals throughout that day, was on its
downward path before he saw the land he had known
was there. It was dusk before he felt the first
nudge of rock beneath his hooves and dark before he
pulled himself out of the water and floundered, as
awkwardly as on the day of his birth, across the
jagged rocks at the water’s edge.
He
didn’t - couldn’t - go far. Only a few feet
above the tide line to the base of a rise where his
trembling legs splayed beneath him and groaning, he
fell to his side. Blackness, as black as the hold of
the doomed ship, overcame him and he was still for
the first time since his hellish journey began.
Hunger
woke him. A hunger fiercer than any he had ever
known. Stiff, weak, on hooves nearly destroyed by
weeks of standing in his own waste, he staggered up
the small incline he had slept beside and found a
mist-shrouded, green land before him. The short, wet
grass there was sweet to his taste, but he was too
weak to eat more than a few mouthfuls before his
legs buckled and he slept again.
Many
weeks he lived in this manner: sleeping and eating,
eating and sleeping. Slowly his body healed and his
strength returned. As more time still passed, he
left the coast and wandered inland, following only
his instincts and his whims. And as he grew stronger
he discovered anew the exhilaration of his limbs
moving fast and sure beneath him, felt again the
sting in his eyes and the wind at his head that came
with his own speed, and he gloried in his freedom.
He
was too fast, too intelligent, too wary of a trust
betrayed to ever allow man near him again. He wanted
no part of them and for the remaining twenty-eight
years that he lived, evaded their every futile
attempt to trap him.
His
offspring numbered in the dozens, his descendants in
the hundreds. Dandelion was one of them, but, of
course, she didn’t know that...
CHAPTER
ONE
A
bold and demanding creature was Dandelion,
in the early days of her life. She thought the small
field she lived in at the side of McCree’s cottage
the center of the world and herself the most
important being alive.
She
thought her mother a personal possession and took it
hard when, a few days after her birth, McCree came
at dawn and took her away to work. Dandelion
screamed her anger and resentment at their
retreating backs, cried her terror and abandonment,
flung her small self at the gate, and not a bit of
good did it do her. She saw chickens stop their
scratchings in the dust to listen to her racket;
heard the windows and doors of the cottage slam
shut, but her mother, strange looking between the
shafts of a cart, disappeared round a turn in the
lane and Dandelion was alone.
A
long time she kept at her protests, until her body
bruised and bled and her eyes and nose streamed...
Until she wore herself out and slept...
Of
course her mother came back. Smelling of rain and
sweat and tiredness, and then it was her that
carried on. From a long way off Dandelion heard her
calling, the sound of her cries mingling with the
rumble of her cart bouncing over rough ground, the
urgent thud of her hooves and McCree’s shouts
telling her to whoa then... To calm herself... Did
she think he’d let harm come to her foal? But the
old mare didn’t listen to a word of it and only
hurried the more, rounding the last bend like she
was young again, like she was running the Grand
National, with McCree, red in the face, running at
her side, trying to get ahead of her to open the
gate to the foal before she crashed through it, cart
and all.
In
her ignorance Dandelion thought she had her mother
back to herself again, thought the whole terrible
episode a mistake on the part of McCree, who
didn’t know any better, and she was happy again.
The
errors in her thinking became apparent the next dawn
when McCree came back and took her mother away
again, and the next dawn after that too, and every
dawn thereafter, except Sundays when she was given
the rest she’d earned. It took Dandelion that long
to understand that her mother didn’t belong to her
at all. Her mother belonged to McCree.
They’d
been together a long time, the two of them.
Twenty-eight years since he’d walked the sixty-odd
miles to the Dublin Horse Fair, five years of
savings in his pocket, to look for the horse he’d
carried in his head ever since he could remember.
He’d spotted her at once. But he was a suspicious
man, McCree, and terrified of being taken for a
fool, so he’d feigned indifference and taken
himself off to look at others, not thinking it right
a man should go to THE DUBLIN HORSE FAIR and buy the
first horse he set eyes upon. But he’d watched her
out of the corners of his eyes even while going
through the motions of examining others and then,
afraid that others might see in her what he did,
hurried back and paid out his money.
The
horse was a Clydesdale, and she didn’t come cheap.
McCree put his money on her clean legs and cool
feet, her great height, the breadth of her chest and
the power in her hind quarters. He also put it on
the lively intelligence shining in her eyes, her
long confident stride, and the feeling that she was
his horse.
So
they set off then, a young man and a young horse,
going to make of his rock-strewn acres a profitable
farm. And because the hedgerows they passed between
were white with daisies, and the star on his
horse’s forehead looked like one too, he called
her Daisy.
Heads
together, like a courting couple on a Sunday
afternoon, they covered the distance back to his
farm in deep conversation, though never a sound
passed between them. By the time they arrived, Daisy
knew the whole of McCree’s life and his dreams as
well. She knew, without ever laying eyes on them,
the lay of his lands, the rocks and trees that were
to be cleared, the walls that were to be built. She
knew she would plow his fields and bring in his
harvests and when she was done with that, then she
would do the same for their high and mighty
neighbor, Lord Harrington - who owned the racing
stables - and thereby earn McCree good money
besides.
Every
third year she was to be mated, and her foals - from
such a superior mare - would fetch a fine price. It
was Daisy’s job then to make McCree a prosperous
man. And this she did.
Over
the years she threw her might and willing heart into
every task set her so that, seeing her at it, people
joked and said it looked as though she planned to
inherit the place herself some day, such was her
pride in her work. Neighboring farmers, seeing this
great capacity for labor and her even disposition,
put in bids for her foals before they were even
born.
Like
the good soul she was, Daisy worked as well in
summer’s heat as winter’s cold. She never fell
sick, never went lame and never, in all her years of
giving, asked anything for herself except the peace
and freedom of her field at the end of a day.
All
of the plans then, the dreams shared on the road
from Dublin, came to be fulfilled with one
exception: in her thirtieth year Daisy was to give
birth to her last foal and that one, unlike the
others, would not be sold off, but kept, a proud
heir to the kingdom they had created.
McCree
turned deaf ears to every offer coming his way when
that time came and Daisy’s condition became
apparent. "This one’s for me," he told
them all. "The best is always last and it’s
keeping it for meself I am."
He
was more excited at the prospect of that final birth
than at any of its predecessors (or even his own
dozen children), and he lavished Daisy with every
care and attention. Still, he worked her to the end,
knowing the birth would go easier for her if he did.
It
was plowing they worked at the day of the birth,
both of them taking pride in the arrow-straight
furrows furling up from the plow’s blade to fill
the damp air around them with the good clean smell
of fresh turned earth. The smell that meant spring
to both of them.
McCree
was worried, yet trusting Daisy to tell him when her
time came. "What about it then, me
darling?" he asked each time they came to the
end of the field beside the low stone farm
buildings. "Will ye be after doing another
there and back?"
And
time after time, Daisy’s reply was to turn the
mud-weighted plow back into the field and the
stinging, wind-driven rain that bruised her eyes
until they swelled like over-ripe plums.
"It’s spring, isn’t it?" she’d be
saying by her actions. "And who to plow if not
meself?"
It
was mid-afternoon then before she turned away from
her work and stood waiting for the plow to be
unhitched and her harness removed.
She
was preoccupied then, intent on herself like a
person with an appointment to keep, wanting only her
own field and the privacy of the old, low-hanging
trees there. The trees that had sheltered and
watched over all her births.
McCree
left her then, put on a show of seeing to other
matters, knowing better than to attend her. But a
hundred times and more he walked between cottage and
barn pretending indifference to what went on beneath
the trees, though worried half sick just the same.
In between times he shouted at his wife and clouted
any child foolish enough to get in his way. And when
supper time came he pushed his plate aside
unfinished, though as a rule he liked his food,
McCree.
Daisy
had taught him to stay away with the birth of her
first. He’d hovered then, him and the young
veterinarian he’d brought up from the village to
protect his investment, and she’d cramped the foal
in the whole of a night, not wanting him there,
begging with her wheeling and fretting to be left
alone to see to matters in her own way.
It
was late in the night then and raining hard before
McCree guessed enough time had passed for the
youngster to have been born. From a long way off
Daisy and her foal heard his footsteps approach.
Purposeful, defiant almost, they sounded at first.
Diffident, squelching on tiptoe across the wet soggy
earth, they sounded as they drew close.
Slowly,
murmuring endearments that only Daisy understood,
McCree approached, a lantern held high over his
head. He saw to the mare first, feeding her the mash
he’d brought with him, assuring himself all was
well before turning eagerly to the foal.
"And
what have you brought me this time, me
darling?" he called back to Daisy, kneeling at
the side of the foal. "A pale one it is to be
sure! Not your own grand coloring at all, me
darling, nor that of its sire neither."
His
confident chatter died away as the foal struggled to
its feet. "Small it is," he muttered.
"The smallest of the lot. Too small for me
purposes I’m thinking... And a filly besides...
And your last a grand big colt. The biggest in the
county now..."
He
fell silent altogether as he studied the foal’s
face, and it was a long time before he said at the
end of a groan, "Mother of God, will you be
looking at the eyes on it! Further apart than any
I’ve ever seen and bulging besides. And the muzzle
on it! Narrow as a hound’s and yet the nostrils
big as trumpets! Sure and it’s a face to frighten
the devil himself!"
He
was sick and black with disappointment, the
culmination of his grand plan shattered by the
appearance of the foal. Wearily he set it aside and
went to Daisy’s head. "You did your best, me
darling," he consoled. "Sure and ‘twas
the greed in me that did us in. I should of let it
be three years ago and kept the last fine fellow you
gave me. Well... There’s nothing to be done about
it now. It’s a runt we’re after dealing with and
we’ll have to make the best of it, though how
it’s to be done I’m not knowing."
He
picked up his lantern and turned away still
muttering. "A poor pale runt of a thing it is
and none to blame but meself. Not fit for me carts
nor me plow nor anything else. Not worth a
tinker’s curse!" In his despair he kicked at
a clump of wild flowers. "If the truth be told,
it’s no more use to me than these blamed
dandelions and it’s meself as says so!"
End
of sampler
The complete novel consists of 17
Chapters. © Sheelagh Mawe. All Rights Reserved.
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