Q:  The most uncomfortable part of my reality is these "Guilty/Bad Bad Girl" thoughts that I sometimes get, I get them when other human beings are blaming me for things, I then buy in and get weird and feel bad for their reality, like I caused it.... I also get them really strong when I am moving toward a bigggg dream of mine and taking actions accordingly, they come out full force. It seems the more dear and near something is to me, the more they jump up loud and interfere, sometimes sabotaging me completely, making me in a low vibe for sure. I become real yucky.

Mike have you discovered what the heck these thought/feelings are and how to reprogram or say the Hell with you thoughts?? I noticed they even create Physical Circumstances / Manifestations that reinforce themselves and say See Jean you are this or the world is this.... Lately I have been completely pushing thru them as I am fed-up.

Will visualizing more my desired self disarm them more and more?

You USED to feel like that, not any more!! Get in this mode, and keep "pushing through".

Those feelings are normal to a degree, seems they are just reflecting doubts you have about yourself or your ideas. You can either push through, or stop and think of these signs as "gifts". They're just reminding you that you're not totally comfortable with something. WHY aren't you totally comfortable? Could be a good reason, a warning going off in your head, or could be a yucky reason. Could be both.
 

A:  Don't ignore them. You must get deal with whatever issue is unsettling to you, or the turkeys will keep coming. If these people tried to make you feel bad about your name, saying that you weren't really Jean, you'd easily shrug it off and KNOW they have some loose nuts. You can feel the same about any other issue with the proper confidence, and it's important that you know that these weaknesses exist (so that you can deal with them).

Some of it is just sticking to your guns, particularly if these "issues" are new to you (like manifesting stuff)... because then there'd naturally be some doubts (that will go away in time as you surround yourself with more similar thinking people, and begin seeing proof of the theories you apply).

Don't be hard on yourself. Let Jean come around. Her confidence will grow and she will be UNSTOPPABLE!!!