A: Your job has only ever been to make it through one day at a time, and it sounds like your lives are proof that you are unusually, and fantastically capable of this. With your business, and the care you provided to so many, you've "functioned in this world" far better than most.

Don't now think in terms of starting over, or wonder how you can turn things around. Just live one day at a time. One meal at a time (without restrictions). One roof at a time. One job at a time. One hope at a time, always moving forward, grateful for everything you do have. And before long, you will see that the very best is yet to come.