How?!

Q: I wish. But I am afraid. terrified. and don't have any idea or the strength to fight. I'm afraid of being rejected, made fun of, being lonely for more time than I have been, afraid of keep living my life the way i have so far. afraid of never knowing what being love is, of never knowing or having a good friend. afraid of not having the courage to give all the love i have inside. afraid of being laughed at, afraid of never learning to live right. I wish i could give, I do want to give, but not sadness, pity, not emptiness, not bitterness or frustration. I want to give love, understanding, my time, peace, joy, all the things i wish to have. 

I'll keep trying, but i have been trying so hard, for the last 25 years. 


A: Sounds like you're carrying the whole world, your life, and your happiness on your shoulders. TURN IT OVER to the Universe. Ask/DEMAND/Expect it's help... to be shown the way... that it become easier... then stand back and let it happen. Don't get impatient, or expect the doorbell to ring tonight... Just get into a new way of seeing life. Practice this. Practice for days, weeks, the rest of your life. Learn to wave your wand... without having to know HOW the magic will happen. Don't think it's you who has to figure it all out... let help arrive... and above all... EXPECT help to arrive... then it has to.